I am still recovering from surgery. Been laying in bed reading the 12th Xanth book “Man From Mundania”. The meds make me very sleepy though, so it’s hard to concentrate, but I do my best. My face around my ear and my ear are still numb and it feels very odd to be numb and itchy at the same time. I’ve never had surgery so naturally I had no idea what this would be like.
There is a tube sticking out of my neck to drain the fluids that I was only supposed to have for 1 week, but since the doctor is only there on Fridays and they are closed the day after Thanksgiving, I have to have the tube for 2 weeks. It doesn’t bother me, but I was hoping to not have it any more than I have to because it hurts sometimes when I accidentally pull on it. It’s also very disgusting lol. We usually go to Golden Corral on Thanksgiving because it’s easier to have them do all the work, but with the stitches and the tube, I just can’t see me walking around a restaurant filling my plate without feeling like I’m being stared at and judged. I already had someone blatantly staring at my stitches while talking to me and seeing the disgusted look on his face which made me never want to leave the house again.
I honestly don’t mind the cooking and cleaning, but since it is just the two of us and we really don’t need to cook that much food, it doesn’t make much sense buying and cooking so many different dishes. I think if we can just get some chicken for the crock pot, a couple of potatoes and a couple of yams and a pumpkin pie we should be fine. That’s really all I care to eat anyway.
I haven’t been eating as much as I normally have been. I don’t know if it’s the medicine, but I’m just not hungry which means I am losing weight. Yes, I have literally lost 6lbs since Wednesday. I love knowing that I am losing weight, but not because the medicine is making me sick, but because I’m eating right and trying to lose weight. I don’t know if that makes sense.
Well, I really just wanted to do a status update, but I was up to 3 paragraphs and I figured it was big enough for a blog post so I switched over to blogging lol. I’m finished so back to bed for me.