My book is nearly completed. I have finally finished editing it but I have to read it one last time to make absolutely sure that it is right before I publish it. While I was editing chapter 40, it occurred to me that I may have left something out of chapter 20. I went back and as I was reading a few paragraphs to find where I needed to add, I found 4 errors. That means that I am not completely finished.
It only took me 2 months to write it, but it has taken me 4 more months to edit it. I never knew that writing a book was so difficult. It really makes me appreciate the hard work that writers and editors do. I am constantly remembering things that I want to add, discovering discrepancies, spelling, grammar errors and redundancy. Writing is hard ya’ll! LOL.
I had a good laugh today because when I finished editing the book, I had lost 15 pages from the ODT (OpenOffice) file. It was originally 182 pages and now it’s 167. The epub file on my Book had 289 pages, but edited it has 302. It doesn’t make any sense to me that I lost 15 pages in the ODT file, but gained 13 in the epub file.
What happened to all of those page numbers is that I had too many paragraphs because I split too many thoughts up. I combined the paragraphs which made me lose pages. I also deleted a ton of things, but then I also added some things which gave me 5000 more words. I think that was why I gained 13 pages in the epub file.
My cover is finished and I have shared it with a few people to get some opinions. So far I haven’t had too many complaints. It was my 4th or 5th cover design job. I liked the first couple of covers, but none of them really stood out as much as the final cover does. I am really happy with it and that is all that matters.
I uploaded the epub file so that I could read it one last time on my Nook. I hope I don’t find any errors, but if I do, I can jump on the computer and find where they are and fix them. I have never read one book so many times on a white screen until now and it’s killing my eyes.
I have spent a lot of time on this book and have started feeling bad for my family because of how I talk about them. But then I look at a picture of my step-dad and realize, I’m writing this because of him. He never cared enough about me to stop beating me, or enough to not hurt my feelings with his words every day my whole life, so why should I give a rats ass about his feelings? The arrogant nasty look on his face in all of his pictures is all the motivation I need to keep going.
I didn’t just write this because of him, I wrote it because I want to show what life was/is like for gay people. What bullying does to gay children, whether it’s the parents doing the bullying, or the children in school or both at the same time. I want to share my first hand experiences and give a message to the gay teens that it gets better. I hope that it opens eyes and helps someone who may need advice on how to cope with it.
Anyway, the book will be published after Christmas this year so stay tuned for the blog post announcing it.
Thank you for reading.