I am sure people are probably tired of hearing me talk about my weight loss by now, but deal with it lol. I was excited when I lost 28 pounds when I was only 8 weeks in. I am now on week 13 and have lost 43 pounds. It’s just really exciting for me that I am finally losing weight.
Normally I wouldn’t want to blog or brag about something like this because I’m afraid that if I do, I will sabotage myself. That has happened to me in the past. But I am more confident in myself this time around.
In 2004, I lost 40 pounds and I was so excited that I lost that much weight that I was constantly talking about it and focusing on it. The result of that was that I ended up going into a plateau and I couldn’t lose any more weight. I don’t know what happened or why but it discouraged me and instead of losing more weight or even just maintaining my weight, I ended up giving up and I gained more weight. My weight was 172 then. I was so close to my goal and now I think why did I do that to myself? I could have gotten down to my goal weight and been done with it, but I am sure I still would have gone back to my bad eating habits and gained the weight back anyway.
That is not going to happen to me again. I think that if I lost weight and then plateau, even if it lasts for 2 months, I will continue to eat healthy because I think about food differently now and eventually the weight will come off again. But I don’t want to think about that because I want to think about this as positively as I can. If I start thinking negatively, then negative things are going to happen. It’s like Murphy’s Law, if something can go wrong, it will.
I started in January at 264lbs, but when I started using the Noom app, I was 263lbs. I am now 219lbs and this is April. I only have 19 more pounds to go to reach my goal of 200lbs and I have a feeling that I will reach that goal without any problems before June.
The Noom app says that I will be at 200lbs the first week of June, but I have a feeling that it will be the last week of May when I am at my goal weight. If that is true, then that would be an awesome birthday present for me because my birthday is on June 2nd. The image above says August 10th, but that date never changes because that was the original estimation if I lost 2lbs per week from January 5th. The weight graph now says June 7th. It keeps changing every week when I weigh in.
For my birthday I would like to have a slice or 2 of cake, or even at least a cupcake. I know that that’s probably not the best idea, but we had cupcakes on Valentines Day and I didn’t gain any weight. I don’t think it’s going to be a problem. You can eat junk food like that if you want to, as long as you eat it in moderation and don’t go overboard and make it a daily habit.
After my birthday, I will continue trying to lose weight until all the fat is gone and I am at my true goal weight. Of course I don’t know what that goal weight is yet because I have built up so many muscles and we all know that muscle weighs more than fat. Before I gained all the weight I was 150lbs so I’m guessing that with all the muscle weight, I should be at 170lbs, but I don’t know that for sure.
Anyway, I have faith in myself that I will get down to my goal weight and I will be a healthy and happy person. Although that is not to say that I’m not healthy and happy now, because I am, but I know that I will be healthier and happier when I am at my goal weight.
So until then…
Just to note what I have noticed about my weight loss. My shirts were starting to get tight on me somewhere around February of 2012, so we went to Sears and bought some new ones. The new ones had pockets on the fronts, so I knew which ones would fit me. Over the year, they started getting tighter and tighter. By the end of 2012, they were almost skin-tight and we were preparing to buy new ones for me to wear. My waist was 49 or 50 inches in January and now it is 44 inches in April. Those shirts are now way too big for me, although I still wear them. I noticed today that the neck on the shirt I am wearing is so stretched out that it almost looks like a V-neck shirt. They were tight around my neck before.
My neck has gotten so thin that I can actually see a neck lol. I haven’t had a proper neck in years. I was starting to think that I never had one at all.
My pants were always loose around my hips, but they fit around my waist if I hiked them up. Of course even if I did hike them up to my waist, they would fall down, so I always had to wear suspenders. Now they don’t even fit my waist because they are way too big. Now if I wear my fat pants, I end up looking like a circus clown.
One month ago I started wearing shorts because the weather started heating up. I tried on every pair of shorts we had and they were all too tight. Although some were too loose. I found one pair that was tight, but it fit, now those shorts are loose on me. I’m glad they have a drawstring so that I can make them tight so they don’t fall down. All my underwear still fit because the elastic band is still good, although they no longer curl down in the front because of my fat stomach.
I will be excited to see how I look in another month.