This was shared with me on Facebook today and I couldn’t help but cry throughout the whole video. This kid named Jonah who just started the 8th grade this year has been bullied since the 1st grade is showing that although he is terrified of being bullied, he has a million reasons to not kill himself.
He talks about cutting himself and even shows where his scars are, you can’t really see them but I’ll take his word for it. I think that was when he started to cry which was what set me off and I started bawling.
Dear Jonah if you are reading this, I know what you are going through because I went through something very similar. I know how tough life is and I’m sure you keep hearing “It Gets Better” but it really does. You have to hold your chin up and just try to get by day-to-day.
Let me tell you something about me. I didn’t actually start to get bullied until junior high school and the only reason it took that long was because we moved around so much that nobody really got to know me to start bullying me until the 7th grade.
I was abused by my step-dad mentally and physically since I was a baby so I know what it’s like to be bullied on a daily basis. When the kids started bullying me was when I tried to end my life because I just couldn’t take being bullied at school and at home. I attempted suicide almost every night. I almost killed myself when I was 13 years old by choking myself. I would choke myself until I became unconscious but then I’d wake up in the morning. I finally gave up after weeks of killing myself every night because it wasn’t working.
It isn’t worth dying over because even though you are still so young, you will have something to offer the world and I know you will succeed because I believe in you. You do have a million things to live for and I applaud you for making this video to hopefully open people’s eyes to what you are going through. Maybe you will write a book some day and when you do I hope you share it with me.
Speaking of which, I wrote my own book and I would like to give it to you for free when it is published. It is a bit depressing and you have enough to worry about but perhaps it might provide some inspiration.
I believe in Karma and I know that those bullies will get what is coming to them when they are older. Believe me, they will be fat, bald and in the middle of their third divorce while paying $1000-$5000 a month in child support.
Stay positive and keep being you. *hug*